Arise, shine; For your light has come! And the glory of Yahweh is risen upon you. ~Isaiah 60:1
Monday, October 24, 2011
More Beautiful Things
Yahweh is always amazing, constantly providing beauty and wonder around us to see.
I drove to Texas recently, and the route there took me through Ouachita National Forest, which is gorgeous in the fall, though the leaves had only just begun to turn colors. Seeing the trees and the mountains...it was truly amazing. It is, in those moments, easy to see how the purpose of creation is to glorify the Creator.
On the way home, the map thingy on the iPhone (I'm sure that's the technical name for it) took me an alternate route. I managed to get the shot in this picture while driving over the lake on a bridge. I had no idea how it turned out, since I was driving and not really looking at the picture, but I think it turned out well!
I've been thinking of the word "wonder" lately. Yahweh is wonderful. Truly full of wonder.
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Saturday, July 30, 2011
Beautiful Things
Hello,
Well, it's been a while since I last updated my blog. I don't even know if anyone is still reading it. A lot has happened recently, and I've been so busy preparing to move on to a mature stage of life--adulthood.
But I've been thinking, lately, of beautiful things. The news media and the world seem to portray an unbalanced picture heavily focused on the negative. This might, erroneously, lead one to think that there is not as much positive out there as there used to be. But there is! I've decided to remember that, and perhaps remind you.
Some things are beautiful because they are visually gorgeous. Others please any one of the other five senses or whatnot. Actually, I think beauty is determined by Yahweh. Anything pure and pleasing to Him is beautiful, including you and me! So I've listed a few beautiful things here, whether because they are silly or because they are pretty, in the end, I really listed them because they struck a chord in my spirit and reminded me how active Yahweh is in the world today through the simple, beautiful things.
1. Fireworks
2. Butterflies
3. Puppies
4. The Israeli cottage cheese boycott--the most searched thing on Yahoo!--and how it actually worked.
5. Air conditioning
6. Dogs having garlic breath after eating garlic butter and the fact that this is an improvement on the smell of their normal breath.
7. Scrappy, my new dog, having a purple tongue after sharing a grape popsicle with me.
8. A cool breeze on a Summer evening.
9. The water dance of a baby Hippo.
10. An iceberg blocking the harbor of a town.
And now for some pictures!
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Graduation
Well, it's that time of year again: graduation. This will be my third time graduating! I am now the proud owner of a Masters of Arts in Teaching! Today was my last day in class, and, as always, it is bittersweet. On the one hand, I am proud of all that I've accomplished with Yahweh. On the other hand, I will miss the people I've come to know and love.
It's amazing. Some of it still does not seem real. It seems so...wow. It's just a lot. I've learned a lot in this past year. I think I've learned more in this one year than in the years before both of my other graduations.
I've learned:
How to wake up earlier than you have to so you can exercise before school.
How to attend classes daily, and regret going home sick because you WANT to do what you are doing with excellence for Yahweh.
How to socialize and interact with people I don't know very well. How to trust them.
How to be positive and optimistic instead of cynical and fearful.
How to glorify Yahweh in a place that is not centered on Him.
How to prioritize-to choose Holy Spirit's promptings, family, and love above assignments, ambition, or accolades.
How to do assignments with excellence for personal satisfaction and for Yahweh, even though the professors care less than I do about the assignment and the grade will not be higher because I put more effort into it.
How to enjoy a thirty minute commute in the car alone with Yahweh.
How to talk on the telephone with someone new.
How to have a Sabbath and do more in 6 days than I could have done in 7.
How to forgive.
How to fast food AND soda.
How to love.
How to give to Yahweh.
How important it is to choose Yahweh every moment.
How many people are hurting in the world and need Yahweh.
How I do not understand why someone would go out of their way to be mean to others, and how I would not want to understand this.
That I should not understand evil in order to combat it, but rather I should be filled with goodness so there is no more room for evil.
That I can make a difference.
How to respect authority.
How rare it is to respect authority.
That adults can be bullied, too.
That there are sweet people in the world, gems and treasures to be discovered.
How to identify with adults and not just children.
How to bridge the adult and child worlds.
How much more there is to learn.
That Holy Spirit will guide me and always help me learn what I need to learn, and forget what I need to forget.
Praise Yahweh! I could not have done any of this without Him. He is the Greatest Teacher, and the One who will teach me to teach. He is the greatest. He is give. He is love. HalleluYah!
And now, I grow. I go on. And I am not, this time, afraid to move forward, or unsure of my future. I will find employment...a place where Yahweh can use me to make a difference. And Yahweh will provide.
I am ready. I can do ALL things.
HalleluYah! Amen.
It's amazing. Some of it still does not seem real. It seems so...wow. It's just a lot. I've learned a lot in this past year. I think I've learned more in this one year than in the years before both of my other graduations.
I've learned:
How to wake up earlier than you have to so you can exercise before school.
How to attend classes daily, and regret going home sick because you WANT to do what you are doing with excellence for Yahweh.
How to socialize and interact with people I don't know very well. How to trust them.
How to be positive and optimistic instead of cynical and fearful.
How to glorify Yahweh in a place that is not centered on Him.
How to prioritize-to choose Holy Spirit's promptings, family, and love above assignments, ambition, or accolades.
How to do assignments with excellence for personal satisfaction and for Yahweh, even though the professors care less than I do about the assignment and the grade will not be higher because I put more effort into it.
How to enjoy a thirty minute commute in the car alone with Yahweh.
How to talk on the telephone with someone new.
How to have a Sabbath and do more in 6 days than I could have done in 7.
How to forgive.
How to fast food AND soda.
How to love.
How to give to Yahweh.
How important it is to choose Yahweh every moment.
How many people are hurting in the world and need Yahweh.
How I do not understand why someone would go out of their way to be mean to others, and how I would not want to understand this.
That I should not understand evil in order to combat it, but rather I should be filled with goodness so there is no more room for evil.
That I can make a difference.
How to respect authority.
How rare it is to respect authority.
That adults can be bullied, too.
That there are sweet people in the world, gems and treasures to be discovered.
How to identify with adults and not just children.
How to bridge the adult and child worlds.
How much more there is to learn.
That Holy Spirit will guide me and always help me learn what I need to learn, and forget what I need to forget.
Praise Yahweh! I could not have done any of this without Him. He is the Greatest Teacher, and the One who will teach me to teach. He is the greatest. He is give. He is love. HalleluYah!
And now, I grow. I go on. And I am not, this time, afraid to move forward, or unsure of my future. I will find employment...a place where Yahweh can use me to make a difference. And Yahweh will provide.
I am ready. I can do ALL things.
HalleluYah! Amen.
Friday, April 15, 2011
Matthew 27:51
"At that moment the curtain of the temple was torn in two from top to bottom. The earth shook, the rocks split" ~Matthew 27:51.
The curtain of the temple, which separated the Most Holy Place, or Holy of Holies, from the rest of the unclean, defiled world, represented a separation of Yahweh, who IS Holiness, from the fallen world. This world, being dirty, could not coexist with Yahweh (Psalm 5:4). Cleanliness and filth cannot exist in the same place.
Yahshua cleansed us, and therefore, we can meet Yahweh! We are no longer dirty, and so we are no longer separate!
The battle is WON! We no longer have to be separated from Yahweh!
While this pertains to salvation, it also gives hope to the saved. We no longer have to worry about if we're connected with Yahweh. We are! He made sure of that! And now, we are free to be filled with Holy Spirit! The seven-fold Spirit of Yahweh dwells within, now!
So, HalleluYah! I no longer have to worry about whether or not I am "good" with Yahweh. I can just be. I can just flow. I can flow in Yahweh and Holy Spirit, and I live!
Yes!
I love Yahweh!!!!!!!
The curtain of the temple, which separated the Most Holy Place, or Holy of Holies, from the rest of the unclean, defiled world, represented a separation of Yahweh, who IS Holiness, from the fallen world. This world, being dirty, could not coexist with Yahweh (Psalm 5:4). Cleanliness and filth cannot exist in the same place.
Yahshua cleansed us, and therefore, we can meet Yahweh! We are no longer dirty, and so we are no longer separate!
The battle is WON! We no longer have to be separated from Yahweh!
While this pertains to salvation, it also gives hope to the saved. We no longer have to worry about if we're connected with Yahweh. We are! He made sure of that! And now, we are free to be filled with Holy Spirit! The seven-fold Spirit of Yahweh dwells within, now!
So, HalleluYah! I no longer have to worry about whether or not I am "good" with Yahweh. I can just be. I can just flow. I can flow in Yahweh and Holy Spirit, and I live!
Yes!
I love Yahweh!!!!!!!
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Much
How beautiful it is to be Yahweh's!
I feel inspired to write again, though I know now that words cannot convey Yahweh in His fullness. We must experience Yahweh to fully receive all we can from Him. Even then, though, I am grateful to know there is always even more to receive from Him and give to Him. There is so much. And Yahweh is always increasing. Can you imagine? Of the INCREASE of His government and peace there will be no end (Isaiah 7:9). It's wonderful!
It is also difficult to put into words. And I find I don't need to as much anymore. I used to live to be in fiction: to watch my favorite TV shows or read fiction books. But now I find that I don't want to...I almost can't... be sucked into a fictitious world as I used to. Not that I don't still love a good book, but I no longer become so immersed in the book. Indeed, many novels I used to read or novels similar to those now seem shallow and quite a bit less profound than they ever were before.
I've run across this quote before. It is attributed to Dr. Seuss: "You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams."
I agree! I understand. For I am SO in love with Yahweh!
When I was first healed in February, 2010, I remember that I went from sleeping for twelve hours per day to five hours per day, because I was so...new. I saw the world anew for the first time. And each day, I grow more and more in Him. And so I can see that each day is new. Each moment is new. Why wait for a new day? He loves us each moment! It's awesome!
And there's so much more! So much I can't say. So much I would if I could, and so much I wouldn't, for the sweetness must roll around in my mouth just a little longer before I spit it out. So much...
Sometimes I am so full of Yahweh that I feel I will explode if I do not do something, but what could I do? I run around the ecclesia, I bash chairs and walls with my hands, I smile as if my face will crack in two, and I scream mightily. Sometimes, these things work, but sometimes, my breathing becomes ragged from just trying to hold myself together and not fly into a million pieces of Yahweh's joy. One day, I will stop trying to hold myself together, and just let Yahweh be.
I am so blessed to be with Yahweh. I am never alone. I know He loves me and is for me and will never leave me nor forsake me. But what's more, I know and !He knows! that I am for Him and I love Him and I will never leave Him nor forsake Him! He has promised me these things, too, so that I have finally, finally, learned to trust myself and the Him in me (for my Nature is His, now!), and let go of striving. I no longer fear choosing to not be His. I no longer fear disobeying (though I am not so proud to think I am perfect), but rather I know that He has been and is being formed in me and so He guides me! I will not be malicious, nor will I leave Him. Yahweh has given me Himself, and in so doing, He has given me myself, too. HalleluYah!
If anyone is still reading, congratulations! I could go on for pages and pages and forever and ever. But I know that praise and worship of Yahweh is meant to extend beyond the words on a page or the tune in a song. My life...and all eternity...is to praise and worship Him.
Our lives, if we so choose, can be love letters to Yahweh!
May it always be so.
Love,
Cassie
I feel inspired to write again, though I know now that words cannot convey Yahweh in His fullness. We must experience Yahweh to fully receive all we can from Him. Even then, though, I am grateful to know there is always even more to receive from Him and give to Him. There is so much. And Yahweh is always increasing. Can you imagine? Of the INCREASE of His government and peace there will be no end (Isaiah 7:9). It's wonderful!
It is also difficult to put into words. And I find I don't need to as much anymore. I used to live to be in fiction: to watch my favorite TV shows or read fiction books. But now I find that I don't want to...I almost can't... be sucked into a fictitious world as I used to. Not that I don't still love a good book, but I no longer become so immersed in the book. Indeed, many novels I used to read or novels similar to those now seem shallow and quite a bit less profound than they ever were before.
I've run across this quote before. It is attributed to Dr. Seuss: "You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams."
I agree! I understand. For I am SO in love with Yahweh!
When I was first healed in February, 2010, I remember that I went from sleeping for twelve hours per day to five hours per day, because I was so...new. I saw the world anew for the first time. And each day, I grow more and more in Him. And so I can see that each day is new. Each moment is new. Why wait for a new day? He loves us each moment! It's awesome!
And there's so much more! So much I can't say. So much I would if I could, and so much I wouldn't, for the sweetness must roll around in my mouth just a little longer before I spit it out. So much...
Sometimes I am so full of Yahweh that I feel I will explode if I do not do something, but what could I do? I run around the ecclesia, I bash chairs and walls with my hands, I smile as if my face will crack in two, and I scream mightily. Sometimes, these things work, but sometimes, my breathing becomes ragged from just trying to hold myself together and not fly into a million pieces of Yahweh's joy. One day, I will stop trying to hold myself together, and just let Yahweh be.
I am so blessed to be with Yahweh. I am never alone. I know He loves me and is for me and will never leave me nor forsake me. But what's more, I know and !He knows! that I am for Him and I love Him and I will never leave Him nor forsake Him! He has promised me these things, too, so that I have finally, finally, learned to trust myself and the Him in me (for my Nature is His, now!), and let go of striving. I no longer fear choosing to not be His. I no longer fear disobeying (though I am not so proud to think I am perfect), but rather I know that He has been and is being formed in me and so He guides me! I will not be malicious, nor will I leave Him. Yahweh has given me Himself, and in so doing, He has given me myself, too. HalleluYah!
If anyone is still reading, congratulations! I could go on for pages and pages and forever and ever. But I know that praise and worship of Yahweh is meant to extend beyond the words on a page or the tune in a song. My life...and all eternity...is to praise and worship Him.
Our lives, if we so choose, can be love letters to Yahweh!
May it always be so.
Love,
Cassie
Saturday, March 26, 2011
98 Pounds
Through Yahweh, I have lost 98 pounds since July.
98 pounds in 8 months.
I'm smaller than I've been in years.
But I'm also bigger than I've ever been.
I'm big enough for the Creator of the Universe, Yahweh,
To live in me.
I'm small.
Yet I'm huge!
And because I'm so huge,
I can be so small.
All glory to Yahweh!
I could never have done it without Him.
And I'm not stopping now!
Amen.
98 pounds in 8 months.
I'm smaller than I've been in years.
But I'm also bigger than I've ever been.
I'm big enough for the Creator of the Universe, Yahweh,
To live in me.
I'm small.
Yet I'm huge!
And because I'm so huge,
I can be so small.
All glory to Yahweh!
I could never have done it without Him.
And I'm not stopping now!
Amen.
Concrete, Physical Gifts from Yahweh
The other night I took the dog to my room and let her sleep with me in my bed. This was a treat for me, as the dog usually sleeps in Mom's room with her, and after Mom goes to bed, we don't usually get to see the dogs until she wakes the next morning. So it is a very real treat for me to have this particular well-behaved warm, fuzzy critter in bed with me for the whole night.
Mom likes sleeping with Ellie (our dog), and she's used to it, having done it for as long as we've had Ellie. Mom usually doesn't want Ellie away from her at night, but she let me keep Ellie. She said Yahweh told her to do it.
Yahweh gave me a gift! The gift of a night with Ellie. And He used Mom to give me it.
About a year ago, Yahweh gave me roses through another person whom He told to do so.
I used to think Yahweh gave gifts that were Spiritual or maybe gifts of time or more abstract things. I did not realize He could also give physical gifts until I received the roses. Yahweh has given me real, concrete things. (Not that I'm discounting the Spiritual gifts. These beautiful things could never be discounted, and are beyond words but not beyond the Word.) But the point is that Yahweh also gives physical gifts! His gift-giving is unlimited! It's awesome!
While I'm sure Yahweh could give you a physical gift by dropping something into your lap out of thin air if He wanted to, I have yet to see this happen. Yahweh created an order in this universe, and this order means that Yahweh operates in the physical realm mostly through mankind. Both of the times Yahweh has given me a physical gift, it was when He told someone else to do it. Yahweh gives gifts to men! Yahweh gives gifts THROUGH men! It is awesome!
When Yahweh gives gifts through men, two people receive the gift: the end recipient of the gift, and the person through whom the gift was given.
But if the people who hear Yahweh telling them to give a gift do not obey, then no one receives the gift. :(
I am blessed that so many people around me choose to obey Yahweh's prompting to give gifts. Some people call it sowing. As in, one sows a seed and is thereby blessed. I am completely blessed to be a member of an ecclesia full of sowers. I am blessed to have my mom, a sower. I am blessed by all the people who obey Yahweh that surround me. And I am blessed by Yahweh.
I, too, have given gifts, though people may not realize it, and they are not monetary. I don't make money yet, but soon I will, and then I will be able to sow even this. I am blessed to be a blessing!
HalleluYah!
Mom likes sleeping with Ellie (our dog), and she's used to it, having done it for as long as we've had Ellie. Mom usually doesn't want Ellie away from her at night, but she let me keep Ellie. She said Yahweh told her to do it.
Yahweh gave me a gift! The gift of a night with Ellie. And He used Mom to give me it.
About a year ago, Yahweh gave me roses through another person whom He told to do so.
I used to think Yahweh gave gifts that were Spiritual or maybe gifts of time or more abstract things. I did not realize He could also give physical gifts until I received the roses. Yahweh has given me real, concrete things. (Not that I'm discounting the Spiritual gifts. These beautiful things could never be discounted, and are beyond words but not beyond the Word.) But the point is that Yahweh also gives physical gifts! His gift-giving is unlimited! It's awesome!
While I'm sure Yahweh could give you a physical gift by dropping something into your lap out of thin air if He wanted to, I have yet to see this happen. Yahweh created an order in this universe, and this order means that Yahweh operates in the physical realm mostly through mankind. Both of the times Yahweh has given me a physical gift, it was when He told someone else to do it. Yahweh gives gifts to men! Yahweh gives gifts THROUGH men! It is awesome!
When Yahweh gives gifts through men, two people receive the gift: the end recipient of the gift, and the person through whom the gift was given.
But if the people who hear Yahweh telling them to give a gift do not obey, then no one receives the gift. :(
I am blessed that so many people around me choose to obey Yahweh's prompting to give gifts. Some people call it sowing. As in, one sows a seed and is thereby blessed. I am completely blessed to be a member of an ecclesia full of sowers. I am blessed to have my mom, a sower. I am blessed by all the people who obey Yahweh that surround me. And I am blessed by Yahweh.
I, too, have given gifts, though people may not realize it, and they are not monetary. I don't make money yet, but soon I will, and then I will be able to sow even this. I am blessed to be a blessing!
HalleluYah!
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Facebook Deletion
While it has been hard for me, I am about to make the final Facebook decision and hit that delete button. I have posted a status telling my friends where to contact me if they so choose, and perhaps some of you are them, reading this blog now, given that I listed it as a place to contact me.
So why am I about to hit that "delete" button, instead of simply taking a break from Facebook or letting my account go inactive? Well, for one thing, I do not want to do things halfway. The Bible calls this "double-mindedness" and it is a bad thing. Secondly, once I take a step FORWARD in the Kingdom, I will NOT go back. Thirdly, I do not want the temptation.
So, why delete Facebook, though? Simple. A Word of Yahweh. Not a real specific word, like "Delete Facebook," but a more subtle Word. A forceful, powerful Word, but subtle nonetheless. For Yahweh speaks in thunder and lightning, but He also speaks in whispers.
And over the past few weeks, He has been whispering to me and I have begun to hate the things of babylon. The things that are not of Him. The impure things. And while my Facebook friends list is basically my biological family, friends of the family who have become family, or my Kingdom family, and thus not in itself impure, Facebook seems impure to me. It is obsession (which is not of Yahweh) and while a medium (like Facebook or the Internet or a book) is not impure in itself (it's what you do with it, usually), I feel, for me, that having Facebook is a little too much like the babylon world from which I desperately wish to distance myself.
But that is not the only point. The other point is this: I am joined to an ecclesia, and the head of that ecclesia is an Apostle. The Apostle who leads my ecclesia abhors Facebook. And as I submit to his authority given by Yahweh, I also submit to his abhorrence of Facebook. Now, he also likes golf, but I'm not sure I ever will. The point is, though, this is a Word, and so different. And while I've been told the Kingdom must come like a seed (be planted, tended, grow) and the Word must manifest after time, my seed has grown.
So, I have deleted Facebook and Twitter accounts I had. And it was HARD! And both of them made it even harder, making me type in password, explain leaving, and security codes. And OUCH! It hurt! But so did exercising and dieting, at first, and now I've lost 84 pounds and counting. So, once that "sorrowful soul" time ends, (and look! the feeling in the pit of my stomach of making some terrible mistake is already gone!), I know I will be blessed for this. For really, I need to disconnect in this way from the world. I cannot be IN but not OF the world if I am too much like the world. And now I have more time to spend with Yahweh!
Boy, I'm glad I deleted that tonight before I chickened out again!
And now, to spend some time with Yahweh, He who is much more than more!
<3
Cassie
So why am I about to hit that "delete" button, instead of simply taking a break from Facebook or letting my account go inactive? Well, for one thing, I do not want to do things halfway. The Bible calls this "double-mindedness" and it is a bad thing. Secondly, once I take a step FORWARD in the Kingdom, I will NOT go back. Thirdly, I do not want the temptation.
So, why delete Facebook, though? Simple. A Word of Yahweh. Not a real specific word, like "Delete Facebook," but a more subtle Word. A forceful, powerful Word, but subtle nonetheless. For Yahweh speaks in thunder and lightning, but He also speaks in whispers.
And over the past few weeks, He has been whispering to me and I have begun to hate the things of babylon. The things that are not of Him. The impure things. And while my Facebook friends list is basically my biological family, friends of the family who have become family, or my Kingdom family, and thus not in itself impure, Facebook seems impure to me. It is obsession (which is not of Yahweh) and while a medium (like Facebook or the Internet or a book) is not impure in itself (it's what you do with it, usually), I feel, for me, that having Facebook is a little too much like the babylon world from which I desperately wish to distance myself.
But that is not the only point. The other point is this: I am joined to an ecclesia, and the head of that ecclesia is an Apostle. The Apostle who leads my ecclesia abhors Facebook. And as I submit to his authority given by Yahweh, I also submit to his abhorrence of Facebook. Now, he also likes golf, but I'm not sure I ever will. The point is, though, this is a Word, and so different. And while I've been told the Kingdom must come like a seed (be planted, tended, grow) and the Word must manifest after time, my seed has grown.
So, I have deleted Facebook and Twitter accounts I had. And it was HARD! And both of them made it even harder, making me type in password, explain leaving, and security codes. And OUCH! It hurt! But so did exercising and dieting, at first, and now I've lost 84 pounds and counting. So, once that "sorrowful soul" time ends, (and look! the feeling in the pit of my stomach of making some terrible mistake is already gone!), I know I will be blessed for this. For really, I need to disconnect in this way from the world. I cannot be IN but not OF the world if I am too much like the world. And now I have more time to spend with Yahweh!
Boy, I'm glad I deleted that tonight before I chickened out again!
And now, to spend some time with Yahweh, He who is much more than more!
<3
Cassie
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Integrity
I grew up thinking integrity was the same thing as honesty, which is not entirely wrong. However, they are not exactly the same thing, as the meaning of one does not fully encompass the meaning of the other. I think of it kind of like a Venn Diagram, which has two overlapping circles that do not completely overlap.
Honesty and truthfulness and honor are all part of integrity, at least when it comes to a persons' characteristics, but integrity has another meaning.
Integrity is when there is nothing but that thing in it. In other words, a garment unmarred by stains, tears, or such has integrity. Gold, unmarred by dross or other impurities has integrity. It is 100% gold, and nothing else.
So a man, a person, when unmarred by the impurities of this world, by vain imaginations, has integrity. When a man is 100% Kingdom, 100% Yahweh, almost, he has integrity. (I say almost because I do not wish to give the false impression that a man is god, which is more like humanism than what I am talking about. I mean, rather, to convey that which is almost unable to be conveyed in mere words but which, in the end, must rather be KNOWN by the Spirit). For a man is not separate from Yahweh if he has integrity. A man is the full pure expression of Yahweh that he is called to be, for each of us is the only unique us-expression of Yahweh there will ever be. I am the only Cassie-expression of Yahweh, as you are the only YOU expression of Yahweh. No one else can or will ever express Yahweh like you will. This makes you special. This makes you important. And it is a heavy responsibility, but it is not one you have to bear alone, since Yahweh bears the yoke.
But back to integrity, a person with integrity is unmarred. I was talking to a friend at ecclesia a few days or a week ago, and she was talking about a prophetic word (a Word of Yahweh revealed to us) and how the Word always will come to pass, but if we try to understand it or picture how it will work...if we let a little thought get in there, problems arise. I began to think about a fly getting into the ointment. The ointment is pure, 100% ointment, and then a little fly enters the ointment. It is a black spot, struggling in the ointment, and ultimately marring the ointment until it is removed. In other words, the ointment no longer has integrity. In the same way, the thought mars the integrity of the Word. The Word is not deficient, for nothing of Yahweh is ever deficient, but if what you have received is not 100% Word, this received hybrid could be deficient.
So, I want integrity. I want to receive 100% Yahweh and only 100% Him. I want to BE 100% Yahweh, and nothing else. And so, I will not allow that which is not of Him to mar my integrity. And I will not input such things as TV shows or books that would mar the integrity of Yahweh in me. For I will not be a hybrid. I am a remnant.
HalleluYah!
How beautiful it is to be integrity. To be Yahweh's. To be Cassie-expression of Yahweh. And how beautiful YOU are when you express Him!
Cassie
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Skate Party!
The 2011 ecclesia skate party is now ended. It was, of course, AWESOME! So beautiful!
And what made it awesome, you ask? Was it the skating? The cupcake made by one of my Spiritual brothers (with Oreos!)? The strange little dog that did amazing tricks outside the Braum's afterward?
Yes, but mostly it was the people.
These people...this group of people...is one group I am proud to be a member of. A group of Kingdomheirs and mighty sons of Yahweh manifesting in the Earth. Each of us is a different manifestation of Yahweh. He SHINES through us! And to love each person (and myself, even) is to love Him...and love Him more.
You see, I am not separate from Yahweh. I can be and do all things Yahshua the Christ is and does (and was and did when He was on the Earth) because I am not separate from Yahweh even as He was not separate from Yahweh. I mean, yes, it is different in some ways, for we are not Yahweh, but we are also not-not Yahweh. We are, each of us, a Word spoken by Yahweh. And because He spoke us, we are Real. And because we are Real, we are some measure Yahweh. For all Real things are of Him. And perhaps you misunderstand because it is somewhat inexplicable in words. But perhaps you are filled with Holy Spirit and receive this as it is meant.
And if I am not separate from Yahweh and my Spiritual family, individually, is not separate from Yahweh, we are, then, not separate from each other. And this, readers, is joining. We are joined and jointed by the Spirit of Yahweh, operating on Kingdom principles and glorifying Yahweh. Through us He shines, and we are honored to be a part of such brightness, such light.
HalleluYah!
So I am grateful beyond words for Yahweh. And I am grateful beyond words for the ecclesia He has joined me to. And I am grateful beyond words for the manifestation of Yahweh through each one of the people in my ecclesia. Through my family. Through my Spiritual family. HalleluYah!
I love Yahweh. And I love Yahweh in each person in my ecclesia. And I love Yahweh in my ecclesia as a whole. And I love Yahweh in myself. And I love Yahweh in the skating, the cupcake with Oreos, the strange little dog who did amazing tricks outside the Braum's. I love Yahweh! HalleluYah!
Thursday, February 24, 2011
The Morning Commute
As a student-teacher/intern in the local Masters of Arts in Teaching Program, I am required to student teach four days a week and attend classes at the university one day a week. I have three rotations in three different public secondary school Spanish classrooms. I am going to be the best Spanish teacher in order to do so with excellence and glorify Yahweh! Praise Him!
Well, anyway, my first two rotations were in the town in which I live, which was awesome because I had to be there at 8:00 a.m. My third rotation is in a town 30-40 minutes away (depending on traffic), however, and I have a very long drive every morning and evening.
I LOVE the morning commute! Yahweh is SO awesome to give it to me. I know, I know, how many people say that? But I really, REALLY do! It helps that I don't have to be at the school in the town far away until 8:30 a. m. given that school doesn't start for the students until 8:55. Really, I actually don't have to leave as early as I did going to school in my own town! But that's not the best part (though those extra 15 minutes of sleep ARE wonderful things for which to be grateful...and I AM grateful!). The best part is that I have 30-40 WHOLE MINUTES just alone with Yahweh! It is the perfect time to pray in tongues, listen to the local Christian radio station (when the songs are uplifting ones...not the "I'm a sinful, sinful worm and thus should be sad ones), and just be with Him! Even the times when the radio station plays the sad songs, I can turn it off and pray in tongues! And there is NO chance to be distracted (ie, "let me just check my email" or "let me watch this ONE TV show" or, "let me call my friend"). I know I should not ever be distracted when I should be spending time with Yahweh, and I'm not saying I never spend time with Him outside the commute time, but I really love this added time. PLUS, I show up to school happy, joyful, and full of Yahweh! It's hard to stop singing when I get there!
So, praise Yahweh for the morning commute! Amen! Glory! HalleluYah!
Sunday, February 20, 2011
A bunch of awesome things
So, today's post has an actual topic-type topic. Ok, well, it did, but I now see why it can be hard to label a Kingdom speaking with a topic-type topic. So, I'll just go and flow and not try to confine.
Today's post is about joining. About ecclesia-joining. About Kingdom joining. And about a bunch of other things. But in the end, it is ALL about Yahweh!!!!!!!
The Kingdom of Yahweh is a wonderful place! It is the place where Yahweh reigns, rules, and makes the rules. It is the place governed by the laws of the Kingdom. It is a place of fruit, joy, and all things good. It is a place populated by mighty, powerful, awesome sons of Yahweh who are joined together to glorify Yahweh, agree with His word, and be a part of His Word's coming to manifestation in the natural realm.
These fellow Kingdomheir sons of Yahweh edify you and you edify them. This is how it works, for we are all really about Yahweh and edifying/glorifying Him anyway. So, in the Kingdom you get a word and your fellow Kingdomheir confirms the word from Yahweh.
And this is the word right here: confirm. In Spanish "con" means "with." It is the same root as the word concur (a synonym of "to agree"). Firm means strong. Solid. Unmoved.
Therefore, together as Kingdomheirs, we strengthen, solidify, and hold steadfast in the mighty, powerful, unchanging yet dynamic and ever-increasing Word of Yahweh!
YAY for joining, confirmation, and ecclesia! :D
What's more, "concur" might be from the word currere (Latin... something about course or run or something). But whether or not I remember my vocabulary terms correctly, the point is that fellow Kingdomheirs run and firm WITH you! Yay! Increase!
One revelation to you sparks one to a fellow Kingdomheir which just kindles your flame anew which emboldens the flame of fellow Kingdomheirs in a perpetual increase. In flow. In Yahweh! HalleluYah! Now I can see why the INCREASE of His government and peace shall have no end (Isaiah 9:7). Perpetual increase.
Which brings me to another topic-type topic (which is really the same topic anyway, for it is ALL Yahweh!)... flow. The Apostle of the ecclesia I am joined to said something today about how the Kingdom naturally just flows or something. Which totally brought into my mind a Truth/Word of Yahweh, which is: it takes more strife, striving, and effort to stop the flow of Yahweh's Kingdom, to impede the principles of Yahweh, than it does to just flow in it. How can we be in the Rest at all times? Just by being Yahweh's. Just GO with Him and His ways. He is moving, and so to move in tandem with Him is very flow-ing and trying to impede the flow is striving. After all, which is more difficult, building a dam or flowing in the current?
Which brings me to another topic-type topic, freedom. Walking on the water? DANCING on the water. We can do anything with Yahweh and freely in Him. His Word and will and ways prevail. They always have and always will, for in the end, they are all that will remain. Yay!
I LOVE Yahweh! I love Him forever and ever and ever and ever and He is so beyond awesome and He has given me so much. From the small, simple beauties of every day life (see yesterday's blog post) to the great joys of healing, ecclesia, and the Blessing.
The Blessing. He IS the Blessing. The greatest blessing of all. I often hear religion say that we should do things for others regardless of the blessing, and I kind of always felt bad about that for many reasons. One of those reasons is that I DO always want blessing. Because Yahweh IS the Blessing. The greatest Blessing. And truthfully, it is not nor will it EVER be wrong to want Him. !
And if we want Him, as He has said, "...He will give you the desires of your heart." (Psalm 37:4).
HalleluYah! :D Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes,
And now I see why babies burble and gurgle and coo. I see why cats purr and dogs sigh tenderly. I see why birds chirp and the wind blows. Sounds to glorify Yahweh. To praise Him and thank Him. For I often, in my head, make chirping noises (or, for those who remember the Nintendo video game "Yoshi's Story," that noise Yoshi makes when he wins a level...something like gully-gully-gu-hoo!) or burble like a baby. I giggle and caress my own face. I laugh. I love. For Yahweh is awesome and great and He loves me and when He touches me, I must do these things, though I may not physically be capable of sounding like a bird or an infant. I love Yahweh and I bless Him. He has been so good, so beyond awesome, to me, and I will always love Him, always be grateful for Him and His workings. Yahweh IS.
HALLELUYAH!!!!!!!!
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Three Posts in Three Days!?
Ok, so maybe the truth is this post is only here because I wanted to post today, but that doesn't mean there won't be anything worthwhile about this post.
Here's something worthwhile... anything that comes from Yahweh, who is AWESOME!
Things I've seen Yahweh in today:
1) Breathing. Very important for live, breathing. And to think that he must speak every single breath into being. That every heartbeat we have is spoken lovingly by Him. For anything REAL is spoken by Him.
2)Not having a stomach ache. There's nothing like a painful stomach ache to remind you how awesome it is NOT to have a stomach ache. HalleluYah!
3) Not having hives. Trust me...you don't want them on the bottom of your feet. It's really hard to walk on those. Thankfully, I am healed from these, too! Yay Yahweh! Thank Him for the doctors' medicine to make me better.
4) A good attitude. It felt good to get out and help people today at a festival I attended for my Masters degree, and those un-healthy feelings of "grrr" when I was tired lasted only moments.
5) A good attitude. Evidence of change. I was only angry for a few minutes when I found my car wouldn't start. When I realized that Yahweh has provided for me to be able to drive my father's car while mine is being fixed (and it WON'T cost too much, by faith!), I was reminded of how awesome He is and how I should always be grateful for Him, even when things look glum to the physical eye.
6) Things are never glum, Spiritually. After all, REALITY (that which will exist when Yahweh returns and which He has spoken into being) is perfect, excellent, and always Good. Therefore, keeping my eyes on Spiritual things means I can walk in victory forever. Never get sidetracked or distracted by temporary circumstances, for we are not bound by time, and are able to tap into the VICTORY and REALITY of Yahweh that really IS and which will be physically manifest eventually...even before it is manifest.
7) My parents. They are alive. They are healing. And Yahweh is working in them.
8) My dogs. They got bathed today by the dog groomer. They no longer stink! And they are soft to touch. Texture is a beautiful gift from Yahweh.
9) You. Whoever is reading this blog. I am blessed to share visions of Yahweh with you. Maybe you, too, can see Yahweh in your life. Maybe I've even helped you see Him better, which would be an awesome blessing right there!
10) Tank-top shirts. They feel so nice to wear when I am sitting in a room that is slightly warm due to this recent record-breaking weather. 24'' of snow, -17 below temperature one week. And literally the next week, it's 80 degrees. Yahweh must be moving, because the world (weather, society, the economy) is changing...which brings me to...
11) Evidence of change. Everything I've said above, from my own attitude, to natural phenomenon (earthquakes in AR?!) show that "Aslan is on the move," or rather, Yahweh is doing a mighty work in this world. And is it not great, not an honor, to be a part of it? I am so, so pleased and grateful to be a mighty son of Yahweh! HalleluYah!
:D
Love,
Cassie
Friday, February 18, 2011
Another Post
So, this bodes well. I have posted on this blog for two days in a row, now...once I click "publish," that is.
So what can I post about? Anything I want, I suppose. Anything awesome. Anything related to Yahweh! :)
So what do I do with this blog? What should I post ABOUT? This is the difficult part of blogging/Facebooking/online socializing for me. Do I want to clog the Internet with ramblings that have no substance, or should I only post something what I have something to say? And what constitutes "substance" anyway?
I used to think only the deep, heavy, weighty matters of the Spirit were "substance." But now I realized that, as Philippians 4:8 says, "whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things." After all, these things ARE Yahweh. For nothing that is good, real, and lasting is without Him.
So I could post jokes, silly picture of my dogs (who are adorable), a rainbow, a sunset, snowflakes (referencing the picture at the top of this blog), funny stuffed animals that sing in Spanish, a kiss, a hug, a raindrop, beautiful weather, a perfectly sculpted curl in my hair, a well written sentence, the meaning of a word, a clean breath of fresh air, or anything lovely or excellent, and these would be glorious unto Yahweh. For all lovely, excellent, praiseworthy things glorify Him. HalleluYah!
So now, the problem is not a dearth of anything "substantial." There is an abundance of substantial material about which to post, about which to glorify Yahweh! And I would not call this abundance a problem, but a joy. A glory. Yay! This is awesome!
So what can I post about? Anything I want, I suppose. Anything awesome. Anything related to Yahweh! :)
The Kingdom of Yahweh is full of wonderful, amazing things. HalleluYah!
Thursday, February 17, 2011
The picture at the top of this blog
Hello blogging world!
Well, I've decided to try the whole blogging thing again. We'll see how it works. I do not have a good track record with blogs. So, folks, if you or anyone reads this, we shall see how long this blog will last. Will I keep it up? Who knows?
Now, about the picture at the top of this blog. While it may change eventually, right now it is a picture of snow falling during our recent record breaking snow. I love the snow. I love the cold weather. I love winter. Most people don't, but I have learned to embrace myself and the fact that I am different from many people, just as I have learned to embrace the differences in people. Some people like warm weather. That's cool for them! My favorite season in winter, with my least favorite season being summer. Heat...ick!
Anyway, this is my blog. A blog about...well, that's to be determined. I suppose everything. My last blog was all about Yahweh (God)...or rather, about doctrine ABOUT Him. But now, now I see that there is nothing without Him. I need not separate doctrine into a box and separate it from anything else. All I am is Him, and He is in everything I do. He is the reason I live, breathe, and participate in the world. He is the author and perfecter. He lives. He loves. And He lives and loves me. Which means this blog is no less about Him than my last blog, but I have no idea what category-type "topic" this blog will be about. But then, trying to put the Creator of the Universe into a box such as a "topic" is rather silly, anyway. Life is all about Him. The World is all about Him. There's a reason it's called His-story! :D
Well, I have to go now, which does not bode well for this blog, since I can barely even finish one post. Maybe I will be back to post again tonight or edit this post. Who knows?
Blessings!
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